I cant believe it took me almost 3 years to realize that he is not the one for me at all. like I'm smiling so much right now. I am finally over him! it took me a while and a lot of chances to realize it to.
so today November 15 2012 I am finaly done with his crap.
I was so engulfed in the idea of falling in love in high school that I refused to see the reality of what was happening. he was just playing a huge game. a huge game that I was once horrible at but now have mastered .
the past couple of years I have put him on a petistle, making him seem like he was every thing but now I realize how dumb I was. he was never that good, I was just in love with the idea of him not exactly him. but now I have realized , my vision is now clear and their is nothing in my way. I now am one step closer to success and I am happier. Truly happier.